You are not good enough by yourself.
You can become something extraordinary but by yourself.
You are a complete being that needs a few reminders to uncover the beauty inside.
You may be great at drawing it out yourself, but never by yourself could you see the frame and remain inside.
Up until now, you have managed but this arc is a bit different.
Things are moving forward and your character needs some development to maintain the perfect pace.
It is said that you slow down as you get older.
I don’t want to subscribe to that idea and I would venture you don’t either. Regardless, our culture hasn’t changed much since the very beginning.
We are still far from what is available, but instead, we close our worlds, with the assumption that we have seen enough.
That may be true, and not everyone has the fortune of seeing all 80 years in this revolving rock. And yet, there is much much to be explored, as the universe continues to expand further.
Slowing down could not be a fixed concept.
Look at others, look at the world, and look inside to see more of the picture.
Maybe someone kind will come along and give you the rest of the picture.